So caught up in the ecstacy of life...Let this princess slow down and share her mind...

Friday, April 18, 2008

In a few months it will be a year since i last opened this account. gosh! i can't believe that i could have gone on for so long without writing. That is so not me. Well lately, i don't really feel like me anymore. So much has happened and is happening that i can barely put anything into words anymore.

The princess has gone way beyond the walls of her castle. She has encountered so much adventures. She chose to go off the path and she LEARNED. yup, through the hard way, she learned never to rush, never to assume, never to believe that things will always be the way they are. Yes, she truly is a princess. Wherever she goes, she finds throngs of people willing to please and love her. Yet no matter how much she wants to return all that, she still ends up hurting all those who wanted nothing but to make her happy. Maybe the ways of the castle is what made her into a selfish brat who knows nothing but to make others cry, make them sad, and then make them blame themselves. Its weird, what kind of gift or curse she has that nobody thinks she's to blame on anything and turn on themselves instead.

The world offers itself at her feet but how can she be happy? The path's too rough and the forest too thick that all she wants now is to go back to her castle and sleep and dream of the day that her imprisoned heart will be set free and her unwillful mind will finally see all the answers...

tetet :: 11:23 PM

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

tetet :: 6:29 AM

The writer's hand also becomes tired...

It becomes fed up with stringing words, creating a world that does not exist, indulging one's self into fantasies that are neither real nor possible.

Sometimes the pen also loses its ink, it becomes tired of writing lies, useless stuff that does nothing but create an illussion. An illusion when uncovered will bring nothing but grief, like the truth that only hurts.

Sometimes the paper is better left alone, its pureness is better left preserved. That way words will not be able to contaminate its innocence.

They say writers have the wildest imagination because they are capable of making a few simple words come to life. Yet sometimes its unhealthy to live in a world of imagination because once you woke up, the numbness subsides and unbearable pain follows.

So, its better to just let the writer's hand keep quiet. Its better to focus only on what is real and not on the world the hand writes. Because most of the time, the pain the real world gives is easier to cope with than the pain a sudden wake up call pushes on you.

tetet :: 5:36 AM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

REALLY REALLY EXCITED FOR THE FIFTH HARRY POTTER MOVIE - HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX

JULY 13, 2007!

tetet :: 5:08 AM

May 14 Elections: Ito ang aking unang beses na bumoto. Kung iisipin malayo sa magulong eleksyon na ating napapanood sa TV ang aking naranasan. Hindi rin ako sa loob ng classroom bumoto. Sa basketball court dinaos ang botohan dito at walang masyadong tao. Wala pang 30 minutes ay tapos na ang aking pagsagawa sa isa sa aking mga karapatan-ang bumoto. Pero kung naging madali sa akin ito, alam ko na hindi lahat ay naging kasing swerte ko. Maraming tao sa ibang lugar ang kinailangan pang masaktan o magbuwis ng buhay para lang sa eleksyon. Walang kwentang pagkamatay kung iisipin. Buhay para lang sa pagnanais ng iba na magkaroon ng pera at kapangyarihan. Kung pwede lang sana na maging simple ang pagboto. Sana sa susunod na maging bahagi ako nito, wala ng karahasan na maririnig sa balita. Sana simpleng pagsulat na lang ng pangalan sa balota at mapayapang pagbibilang.

tetet :: 4:35 AM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Way back into love

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need em again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not just somebody just to get me throught the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I'll be there for you in the end

tetet :: 7:21 AM

"No Ordinary Love"

This could have been just another day

But instead we're standing here

No need for words, it's all been said

in the way you hold me near

I was alone on this journey

You came along to comfort me

Everything I want in life is right here

[Chorus:]

cause

This is not your ordinary

no ordinary love

I was not prepared enough to fall so deep in love

This is not your ordinary no ordinary love

You were the first to touch my heart

Made everything right again with your extraordinary love

[Chorus]

I get so weak when you look at me

I get lost inside your eyes

sometimes the magic is hard to believe

but you're here before my weary eyes

you brought joy to my world set me so free

I want you to understand

you are every breath that I breathe

[Chorus]

From the very first time that we kissed

I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all

From this day on, remember this:

That you're the only one that I adore

Can't we make this last forever

This can't be a dream cause it feels so good to me

[Chorus x2]

tetet :: 7:15 AM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Whoever said that monsters in movies are not capable of sadness and hurt? i think that they too found no escape from this fate. Most of them has their own stories why they ever became monsters. Even the feared Sadako has her good side and sob story in Ring O. We cannot escape from it. Heartaches, frustration, loss and pain are parts of our lives. No matter how we try to run or hide in our shells to get protected, we'll never be able to get away from it. We'll hurt others and they'll hurt us. Its part of the cycle of life. All we have to remember is that every monster story we feared when we were children has a corresponding fairy tale with a happy ending. And if such fairy tales are hard to find, there's always monsters inc. where we'll find kitty and mike, monsters who makes us smile. Life may throw all kinds of stones at us but we should never be scared. Or else we'll end up like these monsters...

Labels: positive thinking mode

tetet :: 4:07 AM